Never let it go

Once in a while, amidst all your bad days, you’ll have a good day. A great day even. Make sure you remember those days.

 Keep them safely in your pockets, maybe even a jar on your desk because you need to know that there are and will be better days.

You need to remember how on those days you felt warm inside, like you’ve just drunk a hot cup of tea; Like a small fire was ignited inside of you.

Hold on to that warmth.

And never let it go.


Nicki Minaj Voting for Romney…And?

“I really care deeply about Nicki Minaj’s political beliefs,” said no one ever..

No, seriously, why is everyone making a big deal about this? I fail to see how this is even news worthy and I weep for America if something as trivial as this can rile up millions of people.

As a human being, Nicki can pretty much vote for whoever the hell she wants to vote for. Hell, she can not vote at all. She isn’t the only person voting for Romney, She sure isn’t the only Celebrity voting for him either.

Nicki’s only fault comes in the form of her broadcasting to the public her view. Which, technically, it wasn’t even a view.  It was lyrics to a song, more than likely done as a pun and for rhyming purposes.

“I’m a republican voting for Mitt Romney, you lazy bitches are f—ing up the economy”

Those are the lyrics. Rappers mock everything. Government, Religion, Anything that can be a controversy. It’s for music purposes. (Music in itself has pretty much gone to hell anyways). For all we know when she goes to vote, she’ll still Vote for Obama. The woman probably doesn’t even understand politics herself. She’s probably not even registered to vote!!

It is sad that America is always so focused on the words and happenings of Celebrities. It’s even sadder that there are people blaming Nicki for fans deciding to Vote for Romney. That is THEIR choice. She has yet to hold a gun to any of their heads and go “Young Money in this bitch, Vote for Romney Fo I put you in a ditch. Bang Bang” ( I worked real hard on that just so you know).  If they decide to vote because of some song lyrics then that seems to be a personal dilemma.

Frankly, I wish people would just leave Nicki Alone. She already can’t breathe without someone thinking it was a sign of the illuminati, and her choice of clothing is forever a topic. I don’t see WHY she must dress like everyone else, or WHY it even matters, but that’s just how the world works. If you dislike someone, base your whole life around insulting them and looking for ways to bring them down (which in turn just wastes your own time and makes you look like an idiot and a bit obsessed). You know what, don’t even leave her alone, just don’t spam Yahoo news with stuff like this that ISN’T NEWS -_- Somewhere in Chubakistan a woman probably drowned trying to save a bus filled with kids but we’re busy reporting that Nicki might be a republican.

My views? Well, I’m not into politics, but whoever wins pretty much affects my life. I’m a college student, and lord knows Financial aid is a big Necessity for me because I’m not swimming in Cash. So, Even if Obama doesn’t Do what all he promises, I rather have him in Office than someone who plans on taking away the funding I need for School :/

By the way, don’t you find it funny how all the politicians just come out of the woodworks during election time? It’s hilarious to see folks pick sides and pull out “facts” that always contradict each other. For instance, Some are saying Obama made things worse, and others are saying he made things better. So, this goes to show that NO ONE has anything factual to say. The sun is hot, that’s a fact, no one can argue that…because that’s how facts work. I usually stray away from politics because no matter your opinion, someone will always find a heated way to shut you down, and really, no matter who becomes President people will find fault and never be satisfied.

Learning to be Consistent

I think I may have a continuity problem. I always manage to start something, but I’m unable to keep up with it. It’s not because there isn’t any time, but I get bored of things very easily, then I get bored of being bored and end up doing the thing I was originally bored with to begin with. Confusing? I hope not. It made a lot of sense in my head.

I used to write stories, but never finished them. I used to draw, play the guitar, play the flute, write poetry, and then I just stopped. This is really a problem. Up until recently I had stopped blogging as well. But, since there isn’t much to do these days, I got it back up and running.

I’d like to be able to write something at least twice a week. Maybe I’ll set days for this. Like, perhaps every Tuesday and Thursday I’ll have an update. The sad thing is, I really have no clue what to write about.

If I write another Love post, I might go out of my mind. I think I’ve written enough of those already. How often can one person drop into their feelings? I really need to get my hormones back in balance.

Anywho, I think I’m honestly going to do that. Tuesday and Thursday I’ll find something Post worthy and get it out of my system.

Ah, who am I kidding, I’ll probably end up just posting whatever I feel, whenever I feel like it. But hey, a girl can try.

Bound To You – Christina Aguilera (Burlesque)

This song speaks to me so much that it scares me.
Might I add that Christina has been blessed with such a wonderful voice. It gives me goosebumps really. I wish I could sing like this..or at all. If you couldn’t tell, I’m doing that over thinking thing again and that’s what led to me listening to the song. I love this movie also. If I was sexier, I would so love to be a burlesque dancer if only for a day.

Love and Paranoia

Starting to understand why people believe that Social networks ruins relationships.  Honestly, depending on what your spouse posts, it can really mess with your head if you’re not a strong person. But even the strongest of folks have their limits.

How are you supposed to feel when you’re not around and your significant other has pictures of him with the other gender and the number of these photos outnumber the ones you have with them yourself? How are you supposed to feel when it’s the same person over and over again? Is it not normal to feel a bit Jealous? Maybe even angry? How are you honestly supposed to feel? It’s not to say they can’t have friends of the opposite gender, it’s just, how are you supposed to feel when you see them in pictures doing things that they don’t do with you? And it’s not that you don’t trust them, but it puts a strain there to always have you wondering…

What if they don’t write on your page? Do you get upset at this considering you write on theirs? Should it bother you that they NEVER write anything sweet or even mention you? Not even to say that they miss you? Is this reason enough to be mad, or are you just being ridiculous? Who decides these things?

What if the person is someone who just doesn’t like to show their affection on the internet? It’s not a bad thing. And they could be the type of person who shows that they do care about you..but what if they don’t say it often? Actions speak louder than words, but sometimes you really just want to hear the words. Maybe you’d like to hear “I love you” or “I miss you.” When you put a picture or send them one maybe you’d like to hear “You’re beautiful” or even “You’re sexy” Hell, like the picture even.

Is this asking for too much? What if you’re not a person who asks for alot? What if this is really all you want? Just for them to say these things and act like they aren’t afraid for the world to know that you are important to them.

It’s not alot is it?

But then again it’s probably just me thinking too much and creating a problem that isn’t really there.